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Independence

Growing up means one thing... Independence. We all want it. Sometimes we use other people to try to get it for ourselves. Sometimes we find it in each other. Sometimes our independence comes at the cost of something else and that cost can be high. Because more often then not, in order to gain our independence we have to fight. Never give up. Never surrender. XOXO gossip girl

aging

in a couple of days i'll turn nineteen, aaaaaah so old.. i hope there is time machine so that i can turn back time when i was kindergartener. not knowing anything is good you know, like nowadays.. i feel like i have so much burden on my shoulders. yup! this is the life of young-adult people, so problematic.

this 24th of May i'll be celebrating my nineteenth birthday out of home. what will it be like? of course there will be something missing huhuhuhuhuhu

this morning i had been dreaming that i got birthday gift from someone (in this case, my namja chingu. although at the very moment i don't have one). it turned out that the gift he gave me is a camera, professional camera. I was so surprised of course but i can't remember the face of my namja chingu hahahah. then, i woke up, seeing that there is a notification on my phone. mom texted me asking what birthday gift do i want, the i replied "anything will be alright". but, i was murmuring when i typed the pad "I hope the birthday gift is letting me go to Korea this year" :))

happy birthday!

quick post ~ happy post

around 20 hours ago since this was posted, 'he' went from being it's complicated to single on facebook status :))

a little chit-chat here

it's been awhile since my last post long ago although the internet service is always available. i don't know why but nowadays i don't feel like to socialize through the social networking. i seldom to to check my neither facebook nor twitter and of course not to mention blogging. then what do i do now?? whenever i click my safari, the first address i come up with is dramacrazy.net or hancinema.net or myasiancinema.com ... as you have already known before that i addicted in watching korean dramas and movies.. so all of this time, i am watching korean drama..

the currently airing dramas that I like the most are Lie To Me, Baby-faced Beauty, 49 Days, and Can You Hear My Heart
not only dramas, my environment here make me to watch some variety show.. Like Idol Army, U-Kiss Vampire, Star King, Running Man, We Get Married and many many others. I was wondering how come the Korean Wave can so successful in influencing teenagers and young adults.

Still, regarding to the word of Korea matter, i think i haven't told you yet that i was applying to the Kyung Hee Fellowship of Korean Studies 2011. it is an opportunity to study Korean (language) in Kyung Hee University, Seoul. And the most important thing is that it provides scholarship. Having that kind of information, my desire to go to Korea attack! haha so, to make the story short, i applied the registration with the hope that i can be able to get the scholarship so that i can fly to Korea!!! DAE~HAN~MIN~GUK!!!

aah! all of the korea matters forget me of telling you that right at the moment, i am in my third semester of my college studies!! yippiy! As you noticed that I take International Relations as my major and I choose Strategic and Defense Studies as my concentration. The subjects is killing me. there are a LOAD of assignments, papers, essays and presentation. I hope I can be on the "safe" zone this semester. Pray for me!!